Fill your own hole or carry on wasting your life

Fill your own hole
Or carry on expecting something out there to fill it for you and carry on being disappointed
Next level you is NOW
You don’t have to work towards it
Believe me I tried that shit and there will always be some reason telling you why you can't
Something holding you back
Lies your head tells you that you can’t
You work FROM it never towards it
You don’t have to earn it
Deserve it
Be worthy of it
It’s who you always were and were meant to be long before you believed otherwise and were told what to believe about what it really means to be you
It’s not your fault
We didn’t have a choice then but we do now
And if you’re tired of your own bullshit that you’re not where you think you should be, that you’ve got everything you could possibly want and it all looks fancy schmancy on the outside but on the inside you’re still not happy there’s something missing but you can’t quite put your finger on it
That thing is YOU because you’re connected to the fake you you’re pretending to be
And until you stop thinking that thing is ‘out there’ in the cake the chocolate the drink the things you keep filling up with to avoid feeling your feelings
To fill a need that cannot be filled by anything or anyone but YOU there’s STILL a big gaping hole in your core
Nothing will change
DO THIS. OR STOP MOANING. OR PRETENDING EVERYTHING'S FINE WHEN IT ISN'T
Get CLEAR on who you really are
Have ALWAYS known yourself to be
Without the shit, the story you tell yourself every damn day why you’re not that person
The truth that you know deep down is YOU at your core
You’ve always known you have this thing inside
This power
This potential
That you’re here to shake shit up
To create BIG change
Who is THAT person?
Who would you be when you change the story you tell yourself about you?
Own it EVERY DAMN DAY
That’s when magic happens
Mountains are moved
Stop being scared of your power
The real you
And stop with the victim this is just how it is bullshit
Unless you’re happy with wasting your life pretending to be someone you’re not letting your purpose and the change you’re here to create die inside you
Big love,
Terri x