You can’t commit to something that will change you and your life?
To working your way out of feeling empty?
Settling for less than you know is possible for you when you get glimpses of who you really are?
That’s your decision
I’ve been a parenting alone for 12 years
Worked my arse off in jobs I hated
Had more pain to deal with than I would wish on my worst enemy
Suffered with depression and PTSD
At times I wanted to die
But I knew I deserved better
My daughter deserved better
She deserves the best me I can be
So do I
Get off your arse and do the work you know you need to do. You don’t even have to do that. You can sit on your arse and do it
I don't know what your situation is but if 'I can't commit' is an excuse maybe ask yourself if you care enough about your life to not look back when you’re old at all you could’ve done but didn’t
I know it’s scary
I know it seems hard
I've told myself the I can't commit bs too
Living a life not true to you is harder. It doesn’t work and it never will
You deserve more than just to exist
What crap do you need to let go of to be the you you know you really are?
Journal on that