The only way through is to keep pushing through the tsunami of bullshit

the only way through

You know when it feels like you’re wasting your time?

 

Your life?

 

I wasted years

 

Time I ain’t getting back

 

Healing and fixing. Backing up when I got close to a breakthrough.

 

Fear took over. I let it beat me every time

 

You feel like you’re on the edge of something that feels crazy to you and you take a step back

 

I can’t have that. I can’t do that. I can’t be that. Who the fuck do I think I am?

 

The conditioned self is like a spoilt child. It has to win at all costs and it won’t back down

 

The cost is what you want. Who you’re here to be. Your life

 

Staying small and stuck is its game and it’ll do anything to win

 

So you stay in the job you hate. The life you don’t want. That you that’s making you sad with the bs head fuck that comes with it

 

Until you drop that shit you’ll carry on being a fake you

 

Yes it’s fake. Your power scares you. The force you know you’re here to be scares you and you’ll always be stuck until you let go of this shit. Dreaming of what could be

 

Keep putting the bs aside. Not listening to it. Not believing it. Not letting it win

 

On the other side is everything you’re here to be, do and have

 

Do what you know you need to do

 

No hesitating

 

No maybe I will

 

Because you fucking can

 

Big love,

Terri x

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